i'm not surprised

so i did not get the job at societe generale whihc is depressing beacuse i was in the final 3 people but was edged out by someone with experienced in investment banking. things are still not turning around. i am in dire need of bank statements that i ordered almost 2 weeks ago and have yet to arrive.

steve and i are preparing to move to our new flat and i am excited about that. i am not excited about the moving process i just wish we were movED.

tensions are running high in the lacey/hollander household because now that we are both jobless we are together literally 24/7 and it can grate on you.

steve's grandfather died on Friday and the cremation and memorial are this coming Friday. this is the first person Steve has ever lost and it's interested to watch the grieving process with someone else although i'm not sure he's really grieving at all.

on another note i desperately want these shoes: